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I will never forgive you unless I get an apology.

sorry badbirb but running away from your issues doesn't make me forgive you.
talking to me about it and apologizing for lying about me and stalking the shit out of me and letting your friends be absolute shit to me when I literally defended you and tried to help you out is going to help more than anything else.

this type of shit won't fucking fly.

This doesn't either after that amount of time. Literally almost 2 yrs after a breakup. I can understand like 3 months but come on dude.

You know I wrote that shit to prevent Louis from trying to file a restraining order right??? He was furious after telling you on tumblr to never speak to him again that you had the audacity to contact him like he would just forgive you. But I was the crazy one despite everything you've done???

Also if I wrote my ex a "hey its been a year proud of you to see you graduated how are you i miss talking..." how the fuck would anyone else take it? You literally wrote a novel about how much you missed him romantically to your friends before you sent it. I fucking tried to HELP you be this kids friend in the beginning but you were talking shit behind my back and letting your friends say shit and laughing about it?? Are you ASKING me to drag you across the internet??? It was so bad that half of your friends SOUGHT ME OUT TO TELL ME this stuff and ask about me because they felt I was getting a bad rep.

Two fucking years. TWO. FUCKING. YEARS. this has been going on?! When I found out all this shit I was shocked. Own up to your shit dude and I will forgive you and you can move on from this because I finally am doing so.

I'm done being upset and paranoid that you're gonna have future lackeys attack me. I don't want to drag you, man.

To be honest, the saddest thing about this is that it's gonna suck no matter what. I'm not the one stuck with the horror and memories of everything. I'm not the one stuck with all the memories of your happiest and saddest times with Lou. I'm not stuck with missing him. My previous relationship sucked, it really did but when it was good it was really good. I still am haunted by the stuff both he and I did wrong and right because I loved that kid too. But it still haunts me so I know that Louis must be haunting you a thousand times over...especially considering the great lengths you went to continuously view our online presence and contact him. Especially since you clearly obsess over me because "what do I have that you don't have? What could Lou possibly see in her beyond a totally tight bod and resting bitch face?" type deal. You have to pick me apart to make yourself feel better about letting him go and instead of admitting that he could possibly be happy and move on. You have to go through a bunch of dudes who will never be equal to Louis because in my experience...which is kind of extensive, there isn't anyone like him which is WHY he's endgame for me. I dated enough to know when someone is priceless. He's going to continue to haunt you and there's no way to get away from it. He's a good person and good people don't just leave your memories. It's easy to love him and that's not something anyone could escape. If we broke up, I'd be haunted by him too. But don't worry, I'm done with feeling gross and checking on you too to make sure you weren't trying to bait me back by falsely sending your friends. I realize that they actually left due to the lying and the manipulation. It sucks. I hope someday you do wake up and apologize for the things you've done, to me and to them instead of pretending to be a victim in all of this. People are pretty forgiving when you admit your actions sought out consequences. I know I am forgiving and I know Louis can be if he sees that I can forgive the abuse. But I'm done with talking about it from here on out. I don't need to dox you or drag you across the internet or make you suffer that humiliation because you probably are already suffering enough by yourself. I will move on with my life, Louis will move on with his and we'll end up not remembering your name probably. But you'll still be stuck with the memories and I don't think that will change unless you seek forgiveness and move forward. This shit is going to stick with you the rest of your life. So I just want you to know you don't need to worry about confrontation anymore. It's not really worth it to us at this point.